monster

i am the monster
the monster is me.
blind alley razor
abuse by decree.
i rotate my rage
to alleviate guilt.
my conscience broken
my mind on tilt.
i am the monster
a dark retard
pale by reflection
dirty backyard.
i am the monster
hear me howl
bent by moonlight
language so foul.
i am the monster
wet from dew
see me reflect
an image of you.